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Vox ([personal profile] tvdemon) wrote2025-11-22 07:55 am
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UN: Morningstar; voice

[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-09 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't entirely want to do this, but he's feeling ready to do some awful and reckless things by now. This is to stop him from making much bigger, much more dangerous mistakes. Lucifer can't even type.]

Vox, I need a favor. You're the only one I can trust with this. I know, I know.

Yes, I get that I'll owe you. We can figure that out later, when I'm... saner...?
totaldadbeat: (nope. not bothering)

[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-09 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I need a distraction. A... physically painful kind.

[A beat. God he kind of hates this. Or maybe it's more that he can't hate this completely, and that's what's getting to him most. He should hate this man with every fiber of his being, and yet... some of the shit they talked about is still clinging to him.]

Emphasis... on the pain.
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[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-09 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
To be perfectly honest, I wanna stick to strictly necessary words only for a bit.

[Lucifer is done with the whole trying to talk thing. Look what it got him!!!]
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[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-09 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[He sighs...]

Please don't make me a literal puddle on your floor. Nothing hospital-worthy! But... yeah, okay, a consent form can be signed.

[He ain't waiving consent rights, mister.]
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help I'm in tears ofjsfjsj

[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-09 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I can be there as early as now, if that's okay.

[He's already out there. He frustratedly endured the weak teleportation for this.]
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[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-09 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay.

[He will teleport right up. He's rigid, he looks distracted, and he is... a mess. Messy hair, clothes not straightened, even if they're nice clothes...

Although his skin actually looks human. He was in the middle of distracting himself with shapeshift experimentation, when he caved and messaged Vox. In a somewhat rough voice, and with a bitter smirk:]


If I have the capacity to care if Val could show up, you're not doing nearly enough damage.
totaldadbeat: (fuck you; 126)

[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-10 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
[He lets out a very frustrated sigh.]

Right... Right. Forgot about that... [He snaps his fingers, and... bam! He's a shark. Then bam! Back to normal! ... And the latter means Vox can see the new scars on his hand and his face.] Was practicing my transformation magic. I asked the Council to make it a little stronger. Was hoping practicing that would be a good enough distraction. Was wanting to hide...

[He gestures at his face, then at the thumb Adam nearly bit off. And... you know what? He doesn't care if Vox knows, because part of him is feeling spiteful, and part of him would enjoy seeing Vox spin this to his advantage at some point. Something he'll probably regret later, but that's a future Lucifer problem.]

Because it's already bad enough Adam tried to fucking kill me, [He's starting to angrily pace.] yet I am being just as punished as him for it.

[That very bitter grin returns as he grinds the second half of that out. He growls the next words out, unsteady hands tangling in his hair. (Which might be a clue as to why his hair is such a damn mess, already.)]

Fuck. This place...
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[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-10 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
[He looks to the side, some of the frustrating emotions sliding to the side as he awkwardly clears his throat.]

... That's... because I made it clear it was all me. [He shrugs.] Since it was.

[It would have been easy to spell out Vox's part in the fight, but at the time... it had just felt good getting in all those hits. Lucifer folds his arms over his chest, and watches the TV Demon work. He doesn't assume it's just gonna be a piece of paper, given... TV Demon.]

Are you gonna... record me reading it, orrr...?
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[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-10 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[He lifts his eyebrows at the part about Vox's flexibility. There's a twitch of his lips - indeed, they both are aware of how flexible the other is. That aside, he makes his way over, taking the pen as he lifts the paper. As suggested, he does read it out loud.

Once done, he makes a quiet noise of consideration. Frankly, reading it aloud did help him process it all. So, with that, he signs it and holds the pen out. With a deep breath, closes his eyes for a moment. It's taking everything he has just to maintain something resembling a civil conversation.

After opening his eyes again,]


... Same safe word?
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[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-10 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
... We can keep it.

[Since it's already memorized as that; he doesn't trust himself to remember a new one. The playful edge gets a soft huff, but it's carrying no actual annoyance or anything. Just... relief, actually. It's easier to deal with Vox, in general, when he's like this.

The hand with electricity, however, gets a kneejerk look of wariness. He... genuinely hates that just seeing that gives him some form of anxiety. But he takes a breath, holds a blink, and then reaches out. He's aiming to feel how strong it is...]
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[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-10 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Maybe next time - whatever that winds up looking like - Lucifer will show a crumb of mercy. A less ridiculous word, like... pumpernickel.

Lucifer can't help the wince, but he keeps his hand there long enough that he's able to relax a little after pulling away. Okay... that wasn't awful! It definitely doesn't fit with what they're going for right now, buuuuuut...]


Mm... Use it at that level next time we fuck. [He's learned he gets too distracted to fully process things like anxiety, so!] Maybe... a little stronger than that for this.

[His aim is roughly one part desensitization, another part stinging.]
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[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-11 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
[Damn it, don't be attractive at him, Vox. This is supposed to just be pain. Lucifer takes a deep breath, and then gives a little nod.]

I'm sure.

[He's anxious; it shows in his eyes. But he isn't lying. Even with anxiety, the most prominent is his desperation.]
totaldadbeat: (Alastor; exposed)

Yep, electrocution for a whiiiiile

[personal profile] totaldadbeat 2026-02-11 12:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[He is a little offended; how dare Vox make him blush just before the voluntary torture kicks off...

Lucifer can't help any sounds that slip out right at the start or right at the end of that wave. It's genuinely weird that some part of him likes it, considering his reasons for not wanting anything to do with it. Maybe his masochism is just that strong now.

(Or maybe his brain has simply found a new way to cope.)

With an unsteady breath, he gives a somewhat jerky nod.]


That was... fine.

[Bordering on unpleasant, but not so bad that he'll need the safe word too early on, or something.]

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